下雪了! & Final lap

Yes, it is snowing now in Tasmania. But, this is just the third day of winter. The snow is on the mountain and not down here. Really hope it will be snowing down here soon, oresle got to go up the mountain.

http://www.thewest.com.au/aapstory.aspx?StoryName=386775

Final lap? What is it?

Yes, the final lap for the final exam. Today is the last day of May. Last post for May and the last day of my school as well. But it is still not the last day of my exam. Not even the beginning. Every uni students in Aus, lets run in the final lap together.

I officially announce this blog stop operating from tomorrow onwards till 21 June. But I will stil reply to any comment or the chat box.

I will be back.

想家

好想念在家的日子， 要什么都有。虽然已有好长一段日子在外求学， 服兵役，或是搞活动，家，永远都是最好的。

说实在的，从未想过要到外国求学。从小的愿望，就是要踏入本地最好的马大。如今能够在澳洲求学，真是人身的一大福气。感谢所有人为我的付出。

最近，总是会谈到宗教课题。从小就是佛教徒的我，觉得我的心开始有些动摇，开始觉得我与佛学善知识有了一段距离。好想念在佛学会的那一段日子。带着一颗虔诚，清净的心学佛。感谢森美兰马口马来西亚佛教支会给我的一切美好回忆，也感恩吉华佛学会给我的认同与知识。虽然我好像退出了您们的行列，但我的心永远与您们同在。但愿菩提心不退。师父门，我会记得您们的教诲，希望我能更精进地学佛。好想再听到您们称呼我的法名，圆鸣。

佛教三毒，贪，嗔，痴都慢慢地发生在我的身上。保佑我早日脱离三毒，从回修行的馗道。

近日，好多爱情的问题出现。不是说我有没在谈恋爱，而是听到这个分手，那个出现问题。爱情到底是什么东西？越来越多的女生都要有钱的，帅的男生，往往就是这些观念搞得爱情失去了它的价值与定义。听到好多的高手名言，有如：

拍多几次拖，你才会找到正真能跟你走到最后的。
陪你走到最后的，往往不是你最爱的。
有些女生跟你在一起，她会跟你说: 我的身体是你的，但你永远拿不到我的心。

好深哦！

又再熬夜了，已是1.33分。多3小时，历史将会从演。Liverpool vs AC Milan， 全球瞩目，非看不可。这场UEFA决赛后，足球世界将会告一段落，刚好可以专心读书了！

阿弥陀佛，与您共精进。

Cancer

Cancer. A term that is so common to everyone. But how many people can understand it so well like a doctor does?

For these 2 weeks, UTAS is teaching cancer. Be it benign or malignant. I was a little bit shaken when got to know how scary cancer is.
I won't go into detail about the pathology of cancer because I guess most of you won't understand it. Just want to share the message that don't expose yourself too long under the sun between 10am to 3pm. Melanoma (skin cancer) spread to the body aggressively. For ladies, breast cancer checking is really important.

I am on task this week, have to do some research on how to deliver bad news to a patient. We were told that in hospital, the interns are the one responsible to deliver bad news to the patients. I hope I can do it well. Just imagine how are you going to tell a patient that he/she has got a cancer / terminal disease? What are the special needs for these patients? Great challenge.

Weeks before, completed my assignments on mortality responses. Something really caught my attention was how a doctor is going to respond when his/her patients die? Especially those who they have been taken care of for a long period of time. Most of the doctor grieve. This is especially true for interns, young doctors and female doctors. So do you find this profession interesting?

Starting next semester, each medical student will be allocated a family where there is a new-born baby. We got to visit these families for 2.5 years. Interesting. I am looking forward to this Kids and Families Program. So early got to deal with baby, wao, hope it will be fun.

Tomorrow will be my final info literacy exam. Hope I can do well since it weights 10 %.

My final exam will be from 11 June - 21 June. 4 components. So please don't interupt me during that period of time. I will be free after that for 3 weeks winter holiday. We can chat non-stop then.

To all those INTEC basketball buddies, hope we can meet in Monash. We will have a great game then. Before that, I got to recover from my sprain first. 3 weeks has passed and it is still painful. No sports and I am getting fat now, arh!!!

Got to pia tomorrow exam ady, c ya everyone.

Mix of feeling

Heart broken............Dono why, suddenly feel demotivated and a sudden change in myself, never experience this kind of feeling before....Why? Why I could have such a great reaction to the news that happened in Monash......I duno....... Thanks for everyone who supported me behind.......I promise, I will grow stronger this time. If that is all you got, I accept your challenge ........Suddenly become so serious, don't sound like me,haha

It is week 11 today, final week 13 is just a stone's throw away. Since I have come so far, there is no way I will say regret for taking this course........Instead, I am enjoying it.....That's why some of my friends notice that I am so happy all the time and don't really look like a hardworking medical student. Ha, this is my style. I am always enjoying, don't really take it seriously most of the time. But, don't ever provoke me, don't force me until I give in all my best.

To date, I am performing pretty well in my studies, except the practical and pathology stuffs, I think I am always on the right track. Glad to say that I am back, sorry for disappointing all of you for so long, my spirit in primary school has started to come back........You all must try your best as well, promise.

Formatted my laptop on Saturday, I am so glad my operating system is working fine now.

Finished watching 125 episodes of Bleach, took me quite a long time to finish it, yes.

Mr Bean's holiday really disappointed me..Not as nice as the first movie. For Spider man 3, nothing much as well, sigh.

Australian dollar is quite expensive nowadays, 2.8 something....when it will drop to 2.4?

Eating quite a lot of instant noodles these few weeks, think I should start to control it.

My working permit got its approval for until 2012, that means I can work anytime, hooray. Doubt I really got time to gain some working experience here.

Winter holiday coming soon, heard it will be snowing on the top of Mt. Wellington......Hope it will be snowing at the lower level as well.

Jing Kai and Kee Shan goin to visit me this holiday, sorry ya Francis and Andre, I might need your car anytime, since I haven't gotten mine.

I might go to Melbourne later, spend few days time and proceed to Brisbane, find Jun Hong. Wish he is doing well in U. Queensland. You are not so easy to be defeated by the syallabus, are you?

I am sorry all my friends, I drink again. I didn't know margarita was a mix of alcohol and fruit juice, I thought it is merely fruit juice. By no choice, I got to finish it since it was a group gathering, and the drink was so expensive, 15 dollars for 1 litre. Wah, siao meh. Better drink plain water. I admit I threw out afterwards, what a shame.

Sprained my leg during a basketball match, ah, still painful now. 2 weeks already, what should I do? When can I play sports again? Sorry friends, think I need 2 more weeks to recover...

11 May was Conney's birthday, bought a diffusion fragrance for her, Cherry Blossom smell, hope she like it.

Within 1 week, Chelsea lost 2 champions, the EPL and the UEFA. Being the supporter, I can't tell how disappointed I am. We still have the FA cup final, let's do it, Chelsea men. I will always on your side.

Plan to buy a car soon, but duno what to buy. Some friend suggested me to buy Silvia, but I think Lancer, Evo will be better. Taiwanese keep on suggesting me to buy Toyota Camry, wah......Anyway, put it aside first, it is still not the time to have one.

It is 1.30 a.m now, got class at 9.00. Think I better go sleep now. Before that, I wish all Form 6 friends to get the course they wish to study....Till we meet again, all the best. Bless me too in my final exam. To those who are going to have their final exam too, wish you best of luck.